Let’s just say, today is not my day.
Neither was yesterday or the other day.
I wish I could say, I’ve had a good day,
But that just would not be the right way,
To treat you anyway.
My heart is broken,
I’m dying inside.
All I want to know is why?
Why am I failing myself?
Will I ever be good at anything?
Probably not.
Should I just give up?
Might be best.
I don’t think it’ll get better than this.
So why waste the time?
All I’m doing it losing myself.
I’m sorry I couldn’t be,
Everything you wanted of me.
This just isn’t the me,
I thought I would be…